Wednesday, 23 September 2009
beautiful amazing baby
I have created the most beautiful amazing baby in the world. I know all mothers say this. But I am right. I had help from my husband, my needle in a haystack, my rock. Our daughter will be 6 weeks old tomorrow. I have had so many racing thoughts in the past 6 weeks, well 9 months plus 6 weeks. I have already forgotten some very important moments. My brain is racing with revelations and realisations, I want to remember them. I want to remember every little smile in her sleep, every time I cut her fingernails; her teensie tiny fingernails, I want to remember the day that her toenails grew past her nail beds. The little noises she makes before she wakes up, Her annoyance of bright lights and loud noises. Her insatiable thirst for mommies milk. Her bloody murder screams when it takes me more then 45 seconds to satisfy her insatiable thirst. I also want to remember the first time she slams a door in my face... Her tears of her first broken heart. It has already gone to quickly. I need forever record of this brilliant little creature. I can not believe I have had a hand of creating such a thing.